We had a good night having a picnic in the middle of the living room, watching Gomer Pyle movies and then lighting off some fireworks. Daddy bought a bunch of fireworks to make this New Years extra special for Devin...the whole night was just for him...whatever he wanted to do. Corey was visiting with his mother this New Years. Wish he was able to be here with us, but we can do it again next year :)
It seemed like it was just yesterday that we were celebrating New Years....one with our Caleb. It's hard to imagine that he has been gone for 4 months. Caleb was so missed this holiday season...but then again he is missed everyday. Not a moment goes by that he isn't thought of. I have heard from many people that they wish me a better year this year. And I know that they say this because they care for us and want the best for our family. But I truly loved last year. Even with Caleb passing away. There were so many wonderful moments. He celebrated his 2nd birthday, we went on vacations, we took walks, snuggled, and just spent time loving and laughing with each other. I wouldn't trade one moment. And even during his last moments on this earth, as I laid my hand on his chest feeling every breath he took...I wouldn't wish that moment to go away...I'd do anything to have that moment again..to have that last nap. We cherished every moment and even through the heartache, we had many blessings, many memories, so much happiness. May God Bless all my family and friends, keeping their families safe, healthy and blessing them with wonderful memories to last a lifetime. Cherish each moment, they are too precious. Happy New Year!!
