Today has been a really hard day. Steven & I got up & started working in the butterfly garden. It was full of butterflies, the wind was blowing & the sky was blue. I knew Caleb was with us...bringing us all of these beautiful things. I just wished I could be holding him watching the trees sway & the butterflies buzzing by us. Steven & I ran a couple of errands and I just couldn't stop crying. He just held me. He is such a wonderful husband...I thank God for bringing him into my life. It's nice that we can be standing in the middle of Walmart just holding each other & crying...like there's no one else in the world :) I need to write about Caleb's final days...but right now is too hard. I will soon...
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Oh Jeannette. I understand about the tears, and apprehension about Steven going to work. It will be a hard transition with some routines returning, and other changing from before. The butterflies, I believe, are a very meaningful coincidence. We had many messages from Nalah in days, weeks, months after she passed, and it was these moments that brought some relief from the loneliness. It is incredible that the butterflies stayed so long, and knew exactly when you needed them to be near. I have found Nalah speaks to us with nature, and colours, and those coincidences which just keep happening over and over again. It is a very different journey now and I believe there are messages to us from Heaven/spirit world on a regular basis, we just need to be open to see/hear them. I am glad you have your butterflies, and your butterfly garden. I hope you have many more experiences & coincidences like this. Sending you lots of love.
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